The last few weeks have been a whirlwind. A mix of beauty and grace, passion and reality. I am constantly reminded to have faith.
And I am trying. My students fill my heart with a joy that is simple. It is pure and innocent. It is real. We learn. And we laugh. And we love. I have made the joke that I have the "perfect 90s boy band" (and I do!) We grow every day, in a new way. Today I broke the news that I would not be their teacher next year. I tried to show my excitement that the fifth grade teacher is a man and they'll love him. But that brought no comfort. There were tears. And there was anger. "Why?" was asked a lot. We talked, and after I brought up the talent show we will have in a few weeks, the topic was dropped. However, I know it is not settled. But we push on.
We have four more weeks left of school. And then I'll head back to Texas to celebrate the holidays with my family and friends. I want time to hurry up and stand still all at the same time.
My patience is tested. I KNOW that part of Gods plan is having faith in His timing. HOWEVER. This is something that I battle with every day. I like to have a plan. I like to know "what's next." But for now, I do not know. Slowly but surely, I am learning to trust God in a way like never before. I am learning to just allow Him to carry me, to take me where He wants me... NEEDS me. And I know that in His arms I am safe. To follow Him, is worth any cost or sacrifice. And so I will enjoy this last month with my boys.
"She is clothed in strength and dignity. And she laughs without fear of the future." - Proverbs 31:25
And that is that. Life is still simple - exactly how I like it! I hope this blog finds you all well and full. <3
PS!!!!! Everyone should check out the new "Shake the Nation" CD that was just released on iTunes! It is the worship band from the church I attended throughout college! GREAT music and GREAT people!!
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